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Dreams Of Water (2010)

by HAPPY BODY SLOW BRAIN

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Way downstairs underneath the floorboards they've buried our children there will I ever once breathe them in? Shut me out, would they even care if I ever went home again? I can never go home again I gave up the same as they and I have no say in where they're taking them (you can't slow down the machine) and my stomach keeps turning... Everything you think you know, everything that you've been told, a clever twist of words and small patterns in the dirt. Everything you think you know, everything that you've been told, a clever twist of words and small patterns in the dirt.
2.
Watch through windows, the world passing by I don't care for speed, I'm taking my time out here we meet endless concrete black with white lines stretching their arms sky that spreads out blankets in blue cover the plains, a long endless view small grains of sand or inches on maps out here alone sound can stand still On the road, on our own... I never said we'd still be left the same if we parted On the road back there at home they all move on while we still sit here floating in space where time knows no means, erases all things don't go too far, you may not come back say it won't be this hard I said it a thousand times On the road, on our own... I never said we'd still be left the same if we parted On the road
3.
Never Loved 04:02
Don't ever say I never loved you, honey I always tried to make the best of what we had and if the past was causing you to lose sleep, make like those who abandoned you before. you said you would be coming home and fell apart and turned to me. you said you would be coming home and fell apart. I can't be the reason you don't progress anymore, we can't grow together if you never grow alone. I can't be your leg to stand on if you can't manage, it's not in me, I can hardly handle myself. It's hard enough to carry such a weight when I'm with you but it gets easier when you chip away my heart hold my tongue till then, when I go free I'm taking all my lonely feelings home with me I can't be the reason you don't progress anymore, we can't grow together if you never grow alone. I can't be your leg to stand on if you can't manage, it's not in me, I can hardly handle myself. When you don't see me are you lonely? I get lonely too…
4.
Time. 03:46
Forgot who I was, with her go my wants... I can't help it, I need something more in life. You can't help it because you didn't see it looming all this time. Future void of me last night in my dreams... I can't help it, I need something more in life. You can't help it because you don't see it I need time. This is what I need to seize my world, my wants... Mark my words, in time...
5.
Your shadow's tall, we're left behind since we were small, I know she tried we're everything you wanted, built without your hand led without your guide swimming in the wake so let's call this what it is let's call this what it is you don't know me, I don't know you products of a dissonance in time and space, you're so alone with traits she couldn't break crippled with your anger, failing to escape so let's call this what it is let's call this what it is you don't know me, I don't know you
6.
I took something beautiful and forced my habits and strange dynamics unbeknownst a stranglehold of insecure, oppressive words. I should have known then, now I don't have the will to drag this on and on on and on... If I was who I thought I was then maybe we'd stay linked together. If we did everything there was then how did we still fall to such lows? We'll make it in the meantime... Have we gone and stayed too long? Can I turn your world inside out? Little things we don't notice that can build into years that drag us both along, on and on... on and on...
7.
The Flight 02:20
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Up Late 03:55
It starts with one loss. It starts in a home. And you cannot believe what he said, what he did can we still get out? Truth can only wait so long. Two can only fake so long. I have seen the future and it feels like every face you make  where frigid tones convey the pulse of every little word mistaken. Every word, scrutinized I can't stand to wait that long, ain't it sad you never wavered to show me who you really are? wide awake waiting for the time to slow what this is, isn't really like those dreams you never get wide awake waiting for the time to slow what exists isn't really like those dreams you never get your head around   coming home at 4am to a bed turned over like someone had invaded catch him with a foreign love, reaching for the door you slam sweating with his beat red hands, abusing faith to make amends I'm sorry its not as black and white wide awake waiting for the time to slow what this is, isn't really like those dreams you never get wide awake waiting for the time to slow what exists isn't really like those dreams you never get your head around
9.
you thought our love would never get us past day one you held on to your selfish ways till you were done but what about us? what about us? claims you were staking while taking and taking sounds of the places where fear shook your pulse you gave us hell until you wrote us off for good we shared our love till we could almost feel no more so what about us? what about us? we don't deserve this unwanted tension mistakes resurface where push comes to shove And I don't want this weight now of personal agenda I'm tired of entertaining your false reality...
10.
Emperor 05:39
He says, "Boy, let me tell you the way..." "an early taste of what some can't cure…" see through the glare, an aura stripped bare an emperor's stare in poor man's despair but you don't want to turn your fate around do you? (you just blame everything on those empty bottles) and respond to those to change the path you're on (using words to distract from whats really wrong) but if we're all just hypocrites then damn me too when will you be the bigger man? I don't want to keep you waiting I know it can be frustrating having to convince everyone you're right but you don't want to turn your fate around do you? (you just blame everything on those empty bottles) and respond to those to change the path you're on (using words to distract from whats really wrong) but if we're all just hypocrites then damn me too when will you be the bigger man?
11.
when will you give what I wanted? soon we will drown in an empty ocean... when will you give what I wanted? I'm so thirsty... Is there something I should know? I've been waiting, waiting, long... we found our bodies in a sea every inch, fragrance, haunting... all I've known and all I've seen washed to the bottom floor float away, reach for me, drifting through the deep grant me one last piece of you taste her slowly slowly slow could you lend your skin to me? I've been screaming so loud... where are you? not with me, find you for you're the feast... she is the raging sea crashing down on me when will you give what I wanted? soon we will drown in an empty ocean... when will you give what I wanted? I'm so thirsty...
12.
If you wont be the one to find him what he seeks, he'll find it some place else, he's had the taste for weeks let it be untrue can it be done? can it be undone? yes and no… hide some dark place they'll never find you so you can feel numb and not wake up living days through the screen of your phone they don't define you, the things you own how could we know how far you'd go alone... blurred speak, weak knees dawns breach skewed dreams hide some dark place they'll never find you so you can feel numb and not wake up living days through the screen of your phone they don't define you, the things you own
13.
The Bridge 06:03
Could this be just the way they are? the way we are? without a rhyme, without a reason the subtle face of a deeper demon I don't like the sound of this... you'll feel the wind, you'll be relieved but we may never let it go… I've searched for that something. I've waited for nothing. some people don't wanna be saved and there's nothing you can change. some people don't wanna be saved and there's nothing you can do could this be just the way they are? the way we are? a crooked view, a lesser few means giving up some people don't wanna be saved and there's nothing you can change (there's no turning back now) some people don't wanna be saved and there's nothing you can do where'd it all go down? where'd it all go wrong? I'm free… free…. this isn't how I imagined life to be this is for our sons and daughters who were lost on the way

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The first full-length we made back in 2010 under our previous name, HAPPY BODY SLOW BRAIN.

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released September 21, 2010

//// HAPPY BODY SLOW BRAIN was:

Matthew Fazzi - Vocals/Guitar/Keyboards/Bass
Isaac Bolivar - Vocals/Guitar/Keyboards/Bass
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Eduardo Torres - Drums/Percussion

Produced By Marc Jacob Hudson & Happy Body Slow Brain
All Songs By Happy Body Slow Brain
Recorded, Engineered & Mixed by Marc Jacob Hudson at Rancho Recordo Studios in Fenton, MI.

Additional West Coast Synths on "Everything You Know" & Excerpts from pieces by Claude Debussy performed on "You Won't If You Don't Want" and "The Bridge" by Reed Black
Additional Bass on "The Bridge" by Marc Jacob Hudson

Huge Hugs, Kisses & Thanks To: Our wonderful families, friends and fans for their love and support.
Special Thanks & "Good Game" Pats On The Bum To: Brent Nunn, Nick Angelo, Clayton Lancaster, Aaron Nagel, & Gavin Castleton

Artwork & Layout By: Brent Nunn

Band Portrait Courtesy of Aaron Nagel (aaronnagel.com)

"Dreams Of Water" is dedicated in loving memory of Gary Moody.

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//// RARE FUTURES is a Groove Rock band from NYC (previously known as Happy Body Slow Brain) founded by journeyman multi- instrumentalist, Matt Fazzi (ex-Taking Back Sunday, RX Bandits, Atlas Genius, Envy on the Coast, AGBPOL, The Dear Hunter, FacingNewYork...)


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//// Rich Bozek - Drums + Vox
//// Ari Sadowitz - Guitar + Vox
///// Dave Marvuglio - Bass
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